Looking for an real relationship

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I know this is a long shot and I don't know where to begin. From the time I was young I've always fantasized about men. Two failed marriages to women later, I'm thirty six, Indian. Lost. I have been with women my whole life. Now I am at a cross roads. I only think about men. Whenever I was intimate I would always imagine a man penetrating me from behind. That was the only reason I would get hard and continue. I could not tell anyone about my feelings. I had to act straight and beared with it all these years. My family would disown me if I even came out of the closet. I had to sacrifice my feelings just to make everyone else happy.

Now I need to go off the radar. Sacrifice everything, forget family to follow my dreams. Disappear. I've never tried dating sites. But testing the waters here.

I'm looking for a permanent relationship with a White or Indian man who will take care of me. Someone whose around the ages between and . I will be his slave. I am open minded to anything. Tell me what you want and I'll do it. How you want me to be, how you want me to look. What you want me to wear. I'm willing to please you in every way possible. I also learnt that most people get bored after a few years with their partners. I don't have an issue if you would like to meet new people and even shag them whilst I watch. I'm game. If we have to do things to spice the relationship up so be it. I would consider myself versatile although I would love to bottom. I want to be shoved by a wall and be taken from behind. I like being dominated. I like to seduce.

About me I'm easy going, understanding. I'm not a gold digger. I spend wisely and save where I can. Although I was privileged and grew up with the best. I'm not brand centric. I live simple. I'm business minded. I can sell a product immediately. I talk a lot. Like having conversations. I'm a social person. A lot of my friends are introverts. I'm an extrovert. I am clean, dd free, cut. I love taking care of myself and my body I have nice fingers and toes. They used to call me lady fingers in school. I shower sometimes twice a day. I love being kinky. I'm into a lot of fetishes. I'm not a bore. I love watching movies, series, gaming, music. I try and keep fit. Need to hit the gym again. I'm caring, not selfish, trustworthy and I want to feel safe.

If you interested. Message me. Lets get to know each other. Please no married man. This is for a serious relationship.